today training was super tough.... my cold sweat is flowing like river...hand is trembling like earthquake... i really scared i screw up on the actual day... less than 70 days alrdy....
and my hmwk is untouched yet.omg
i CANNOT procrastinate anymore

当回想过去，一切变得好清楚， 让我感觉很幸福，但也却使我更遗憾...
可是我还有资格说挽回吗？
为什么没有机会让我弥补，让我挽回...
有些事该遗忘的，怎么还不舍得，怎么还记得...

如果能从来，我一定不会让结果一样...因为一开始就是我的错...

无所不在，但是...

first...so sry to k and eli for being late....i was super tired...
today was an enjoyable day going taka...
i love pretzels. the last time i eat was many many years... finally get to buy one. so delicious.
today ate super lots of choco stuff....and sweets...
so i think it results in me getting headache at gfk...i drank not much water too...
my mum would definitely scold me for eating so many sweety foods again...
but i just cnt resist when food is in front of me...looking at so many delicious food can kill me when i dun get to try one...